My todays meditatons/ thoughts/ inner searching/ was going right into my heart and motivations and what I was focussing on..
It was about knowing myself and realising who I am..
Ahhh .. I was judging and evaluating others.. who have altered my present situation..
Taking a lead from the last online message from Church.. [which was about - "knowing yourself - through storms"
I asked the "Holy Spirit in" and He began searching my heart..
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I realized that when I change - I release the affect of others upon me and change His-story...